She Wore the Uniform. I Wore the Saree - 2
Chapter 2 - Permission Is Never Just Permission The debts didn’t come all at once. They came disguised as hope. First, the borewell failed. Not completely—just enough to make us believe the next one would work. The second borewell failed more honestly. By then, hope had already signed papers in my name. Seeds were bought on credit. Fertilizer came with smiles and casual promises after harvest, after harvest. When the harvest failed, the promises stayed, sitting heavy in the air like unfinished sentences. The men from the cooperative bank began coming regularly. They never raised their voices. They never threatened. That made it worse. They sat on my veranda as if it belonged to them, legs crossed, notebooks resting comfortably on their thighs, speaking in calm tones—rainfall, interest rates, government schemes—as though they were discussing weather, not the slow dismantling of my life. I nodded, said *yes* at the right places, offered coffee I could barely afford. Meena watched everyth...